


Dad doesn’t agree about me coming to your house. Three days of pure happiness, how could he deprive me of that. :( I told him it’s just a vacation. But still he doesn’t bother considering. I really want to come. I have three days left to prove myself. I was planning to show him my almost perfect grades, aced plates and whatnot. And then ask him, maybe I should have a break? Yes, yes. I’m so in need of a break. Just then, if he still doesn’t approve. I’m not going with them to our province. Sorry, grandma. I can’t visit you. I will continue doing my plates. Since I was deprived of a VACATION.
One day you’ll realize what could have been. Someday you’ll be stucked in the corner wondering why did you let go of me. Cause I’ve been crying over you, I’m out of tears. I’ve been fighting for this insanity and you don’t even care. I’ve been a mess yet you feel like you’re in control of me. But guess what, that’ll gonna end.
Eat your lies. Hope you choke.
I’m confused. As fuck. :( Gahd. There’s this something that I feel whenever you tell me you want me so bad. It flatters me. Like a lot. Yet in my head, I’m not liking you. Not falling for your words. But, whenever you don’t go online or text… I feel like you forgot that you’re the one chasing. Now it’s as if it is my turn to do so. I hate it. I really do. I know it’s selfish to want you chase me forever. But. Ugh. I can’t even… fjshafjsahfre I don’t know. Why am I like this? fvck. i’m going to class. bye
As much as possible, I don’t want to think about you. I don’t want to wait hours just for your “amazing race” texts. I want to stop daydreaming about us. I want to but I can’t.
So.. thank heavens for my plates, I’m now too preoccupied. I keep myself busy while you’re away. Guess, I can manage. But still, it hurts like hell that you don’t even send a single message. Not even a blank message. :( Yet again, thank heavens for my friends. I know they try so hard to make me happy. And fortunately, I enjoy my time with them. They claim that I’m being foolish but I don’t care. Cause the end of the day, it’s still you and will always be you who can make me smile at the simplest things. :’)
I try so hard to eat properly and to attend classes. My drafts folder contains more messages than my inbox cause I try so hard not to text you. I don’t know why I still think about you when in fact you don’t even think about me. :(
Seriously, I’m depressed.

Bicol♥

Meet my forever bestfriend :) Rocking the world since ‘96 :>
She’s my best sister, not that she’s my only sister.
We love boys. Boys boys boys.

ZE BAND / Vocalist
Loljk. This was taken by Kuya Marlo in our E-NIGHT :”> HUHU I miss my girls and ze band. :(

Gusto ko rin ganito tayo :”>
In a different way. HUHU. Yung mga crush ko, highschool pa lang. HAHAHA Haay nako. T________T I’m so old. Can’t believe I’m going legal. HUHUHU
Kami na ata talaga ang pinakatamad na magpipinsan. -.-
Dahil nagugutom kami (Ako, Vincent and Vero) at wala ng ibang taong gising, naisip naming magluto ng Pancit Canton kahit hating-gabi na HIHIHI At dahil tamad rin kaming magpa-apoy ng uling (Hello, nasa Bicol kami)… naisip namin na magluto sa electric water boiler. HEHEHE Stupid man tignan, wala kaming pake. Dun namin nilagay yung noodles. >:)