I hate how dispensable I am to people. I hate how people feel they can just forget about me, replace me, erase me without even a second thought. It’s like I don’t matter to anyone and hey, I don’t blame you. I’m no one special. I just thought you were different. I had more faith in you and you took that, ripped it up, shoved it in my face and walked away without ever looking back.

From now on I will be the player and you will be the game. I will be the settler and you’ll be the reacher. I will be a choice, not an option.

Eat your lies. Hope you choke.

One day you’ll realize what could have been. Someday you’ll be stucked in the corner wondering why did you let go of me. Cause I’ve been crying over you, I’m out of tears. I’ve been fighting for this insanity and you don’t even care. I’ve been a mess yet you feel like you’re in control of me. But guess what, that’ll gonna end.

Eat your lies. Hope you choke.

Seriously, I’m depressed.

As much as possible, I don’t want to think about you. I don’t want to wait hours just for your “amazing race” texts. I want to stop daydreaming about us. I want to but I can’t.

So.. thank heavens for my plates, I’m now too preoccupied. I keep myself busy while you’re away. Guess, I can manage. But still, it hurts like hell that you don’t even send a single message. Not even a blank message. :( Yet again, thank heavens for my friends. I know they try so hard to make me happy. And fortunately, I enjoy my time with them. They claim that I’m being foolish but I don’t care. Cause the end of the day, it’s still you and will always be you who can make me smile at the simplest things. :’) 

I try so hard to eat properly and to attend classes. My drafts folder contains more messages than my inbox cause I try so hard not to text you. I don’t know why I still think about you when in fact you don’t even think about me. :(

Seriously, I’m depressed.

Mahilig ako sa bata.

In a different way. HUHU. Yung mga crush ko, highschool pa lang. HAHAHA Haay nako. T________T I’m so old. Can’t believe I’m going legal. HUHUHU

Sometimes, living life is easier when you do not care.

Hindi kasi tayo talo. :(

Almost midnight

Kami na ata talaga ang pinakatamad na magpipinsan. -.- 

Dahil nagugutom kami (Ako, Vincent and Vero) at wala ng ibang taong gising, naisip naming magluto ng Pancit Canton kahit hating-gabi na HIHIHI At dahil tamad rin kaming magpa-apoy ng uling (Hello, nasa Bicol kami)… naisip namin na magluto sa electric water boiler. HEHEHE Stupid man tignan, wala kaming pake. Dun namin nilagay yung noodles. >:)

Not good.

I’m creating a video for Mothers’ Day. I was close to saving it when this appeared.

YEAH THAT WAS REALLY UNEXPECTED.. AND NOW, YOU’RE ASKING ME TO TRY AGAIN?! 

After the Mockingjay spoiler, now this. :/ FML.

CAN THIS DAY GET ANY WORSE?!

Summer, you bore us.

April’s over and May just started and yet, I haven’t felt “summer” except for the fact that it’s 33’C here in Manila. :( Thank heavens for sending my grandmother along with my other two cousins from the province. In order for us to end our boredom, we prepare non-stop breakfast even if it’s already midnight.

Talk is cheap. Enjoy the photos. :)